I’ve always believed in the unknown. In fact, I was fascinated by it from a young age. One propelling moment that really stood out for me was seeing the ghost of a woman, whom I’m guessing was from the Victorian era judging by her attire. I was 12 years old on a school trip in Wales, UK. Coming from a rather spiritual family that has had many unexplained experiences, I feel that having all this knowledge has helped me in my adult years when I started my own spiritual awakening.
I think we all have our own version of our spiritual journey, and while it is a very lonely and isolated feeling, there are others who have experienced it too. This is why I would love to share my story to help others. I am still on my own journey; it’s been hard and still is. Perhaps that’s why I feel the need to write.
The path to discovery.
The path of self-discovery is not an easy one. It often requires us to confront our inner demons and face the parts of ourselves that we may fear or have long ignored. This process can be painful and challenging, but it is necessary for growth and transformation. When we find ourselves in the depths of darkness, it can feel overwhelming. The weight of our struggles and mistakes can seem insurmountable. But it is in these moments that we must summon the strength to reach out for help and seek guidance.
Asking the universe for assistance is not an admission of weakness, but rather a brave act of surrendering to the greater forces at play. It is an acknowledgment that we cannot overcome our challenges alone and a willingness to receive the support and guidance that the universe has to offer.
In my personal experience, I have found that the universe often responds to our sincere requests for guidance. It may come in the form of synchronicities, signs, or the presence of individuals who can offer insight and support. However, it is up to us to remain open and receptive to these messages, even in our darkest moments.
Through this process of seeking the light, we can begin to unravel the layers of our darkness and uncover the hidden truths within ourselves. We may discover underlying wounds that need healing, patterns that need to be broken, or beliefs that no longer serve us. It is a journey of self-reflection, self-compassion, and self-empowerment.
Ultimately, finding the light amidst the darkness is not a one-time event. It is an ongoing process that requires diligence, patience, and self-love. As we continue to navigate life’s challenges, we may find ourselves facing new layers of darkness, but we can take comfort in knowing that the light remains within us, ready to guide us on our path. So, I encourage you to embrace your journey, embrace your darkness, and seek the light that resides within you. The universe is always ready to offer its guidance if you are willing to ask and listen.
The chaos of 2023.
I understand that 2023 has brought about significant changes, and it’s evident that everyone can sense this shift. It fills me with a sense of gratitude to witness such a conscious transformation alongside others. This realization reaffirms the authenticity of our individual journeys and fosters a shared belief that we are never alone in this process.
The world is on a low level vibration due to the conditioning of the material world. I call this the ego. I very much fight my ego every day. Is this why us spiritual beings are going through this awakening? And when I say us, I assume you must be on this journey too since this message has reached you, otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this! But as I was saying, the world is going through a shift, a spiritual battle. Many are lost, and if you are awakened, congratulations! You have woken up to see how messed up this reality and world is. Now, mixing the world’s problems and your own is not what I recommend. Heal yourself because positive energy is what helps the world, one by one as they say. But let’s be honest, it’s not easy. I have dark days still. It’s difficult, but the good days always come back eventually. Balance.
The Yin and Yang.
People may ask why must God or the Universe allow such suffering ? Why must people do horrible things and be bad to others? Why is the world so corrupt ? well… have you ever heard of yin and yang? . The very balance and essence of the world ,how all must be balanced. What is Good without Bad? would we even appreciate good if we didn’t have Bad?
I believe we come into this world to experience being human and ultimately to become higher versions of ourselves. Being human, to me, is to feel emotions – both the good and the bad. Sometimes the only way to truly feel like we are living and not just existing is to embrace and experience all our emotions, even the most unsettling ones. These emotions can make us feel the most alive. We all wish life were “easy” and that we could be happy all the time. However, I can guarantee that we would not feel fulfilled. While happiness, excitement, and joy are wonderful emotions, we must also value unhappiness and sadness. These emotions are still valid and, although not pleasant, they make us feel alive. They make us human. The human experience is about feeling that emotion. Earth is not easy, sort of like a school where we are all in the same boat just at different tides.
Back to my first paragraph, I have had many strange, unexplained situations unfold from premonitions that cannot be explained by science. I have seen ‘ghosts’ and felt energy, although still skeptical of some ghost programs on TV. We have all had a moment perhaps when we feel a vibe of someone we are not sure about. That little voice called intuition, that in most cases is always right.
ARE WE living or just existing?
Me and my friend were driving back from work the other week when my friend turned to me and said, “I feel like I’m just existing and not living”… Strange, as I had the very same thought earlier that week. The days go quicker and it sometimes feels like Groundhog Day. I like routine, but sometimes I need excitement, I need emotion, I need a big plot like in the movies. I’m lacking true excitement and happiness. I dwell only on a few emotions: sadness and negativity. Although from my previous point, these are valid and important emotions, it’s clear that my emotional balance is very much unbalanced. When we feel these emotions, although obvious they are very much subtle signs of how we view ourselves and how we feel about our lives. Nobody can be happy 24/7 and i mean nobody, we are affected by outside sources , the news, even the moon can affect us, hence the full moon affect and lets be honest, life is just not plain sailing. If you woke up feeling sad ask yourself firstly , if it’s any out sources that could have potentially changed your mood, let’s be honest Tik Tok has a very powerful energy of doing that as well as other social medias. I won’t sit here and pretend the first thing i do before i get up is check my phone, even before brushing my teeth. A bad habit i’m working on, i notice how that can have a major impact on the rest of my day.
In conclusion, the journey to self discovery and spiritual healing is an ongoing journey, one that may travel with us till the end of of our journey here on earth. What we must remember that although each journey is individual, we can still lean on others for help and guidance. Some are further along and some have yet to begin (God help them) because it’s quite a shock to the human mind. Everything you thought you knew, you will now question and to be inquisitive is what part of this journey is about.
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